trouble maker / love taker |
but darling, my wildest days aren't over; my wildest days haven't started. |
that was what my fortune said today. i don’t know if I’m shining or reflecting … I’m just kind of numb. I complain about being busy but it’s all a front. I don’t want to be lonely anymore so I’d rather have responsibility than think how I am void of relationships. i feel settled. I am happy with my sister nephew parents and grandparents. I have all the material possessions a girl could ask for ! my life is rich in so many ways. i don’t think I’m reflecting. but I don’t think I’m shining either. I’m. just. dull.